I did a bit of soul searching last night, spend some quality time with my id to see if we could work out some inner struggles and we spouted out quite a lot of stuff together. I re-read the transcript I kept this morning and I'm amazed at how much sense it all makes sense - I thoroughly recommend it to anyone.. put aside a few hours to have a good word with yourself, and record the whole session on paper. It can sort a lot of stuff out that you had forgotten was festering inside.

Unfortunately, last nights exercise either needs editing (which defeats the object) or censoring to put it on the site for you, so email me if you want me to send it to you. I know, this is precisely the kind of thing a weblog is supposed to be for, but this one is supposed to be sprog friendly..

Hope everyone is well and happy

Love you xx

I have so much to say and yet nothing.

So I will tell you only of the large leaf I saw moving gracefully along the pavement today. There was no breeze, so I was immediately intrigued and stopped to bend down to look at it. Underneath was a tiny ant. I was impressed by that ant and for a moment I wished I was and I imagined I was that ant. I was crawling along the rocky pavement, I had to make a very zigzaggy path, and I was carrying a huge green leaf on my back. The leaf was thick and full and incredibly heavy, my back muscles were straining and my legs were tired. But I was able to carry on anyhow. Incredible.

And that is what happened. I will tell you more about ants in the future, as they actually play a suprisingly large role in life as I know it. Yeah, I know. But not now.